I am a trained warrior of…
worry
Is anything ever going to work out?
self-doubt
Oh here I go again, loserville!!!
anxiety
There is not enough money! How can I make money? What are we going to do?
unworthiness
You are a big, fat piece of crap and as you know, you do not deserve to breathe the air everyone else does.
drama
Why is that person such an ass?? Can you believe what so-in-so said?? OMG – you are not going to believe THIS!!
and more of the like.
These are things I learned early on and my spirit seemed to let them stick.
I have been spinning these wheels a long time.
At this point in my life (and for a long time) it is completely by choice (although it seems eerily automatic) and I can CHOOSE MY THOUGHTS.
My thoughts do not have to rule me.
I can make the choice to think otherwise.
This is my most important journey and exactly why I have begun this self-care journey.
I believe that my answers and help understanding how I work and how I can move forward with my life in a way that suits me best.
Because I want to be a trained warrior of…
FUN
ADVENTURE
PEACE
SELF-WORTH
ALIGNMENT WITH MY HIGHEST GOOD
and more of the like.
Truth is I am in a transition stage so I feel much much MUCH more aligned with these things than the first batch.
PHEW, right??
But those kind of thoughts pull me down way more often than I would like.
What has been really nagging at me is the need to go within, quiet my mind and find the answers.
So I am heeding the call!
Without drama or the need to make it perfect or rush the process.
I am a bit skeered but ready.
So tell, me when you think about going within, do you come up against resistance or fear or overwhelm?
I am thinking that it is totally natural too and that there are many reasons for this but truth be told there is nothing for us to be afraid of. It will probably instigate some very needed healing (which is not always easy!).
I’d love to hear your thoughts so please feel free to comment!
And if you have enjoyed this blog post and/or this whole idea of a self-care journey, please like or comment and share with anyone you think would benefit from this conversation.
Thank you!
Love,
Adrienne
